Where on earth do I begin...
We put wedding plans on hold to try for a baby that was backin jan and we still trying... so decided to continue with wedding planning as nothing hsppening on baby front. now I know ive put on about 10lbs in the last year since moving in with him and this bothers me greatly. Ive started running again to get back into shape! I have gone slowly from an 8 at uni to currently a 14 (over 5years) and this has greatly knocked my confidence. Sorry im rambling all over the place.
Know bk to the baby issue... when we decided to try I thought it would be fun and its far from it..before he would sniff round me and pester me all the time now I have to honestly beg him to come near me. To the poibt where he even given up mid way because he not in mood. He wont sleep in the same bed as me either... well in 10 days he has shared a bed with me once. He started off watchin tv in bed with me last night then went into spare room at sbout 11pm then came back about 6ish complsined that I was breathing do went bk in the other room at 7.
To which he just said 'f*cking pig' as he left the room. Feeling soo sad right now :'(