I looked up my dress online the day I bought my dress and really didn’t like it - weirdly I never took any pictures of me in it. Looking at the picture online, it just didn’t feel very me (probably because of the way the model looked/was posing...maybe). So since then I refuse to look it up and have my first fitting at the end of the month.
Stop looking it up, delete the photos and videos and remember how much you loved it on the day. There’s nothing that can be done until you try it. I’ll keep my fingers crossed for us both 🙂🤞🏼