just attempting to invoke the law of sod. Af is late by about 5 days no sign, probably just a post m/c blip am sure I am not pregnant but due to a few symptoms I have the complete lack of af signs I possibly could be. Am absolutely terrified if I am pregnant as pregnancy is very frightening place to be that seems to always end in sadness. So some please show up af vibes or some be very brave and test vibes please. I won't test though for a few more days.
Thought that even posting this might bring on af!

Quickly nipping on from work
So I tested this morning and it was positive -very positive. Spoke with consultant have low dose Aspirin and cyclogest to use. Am more scared than I have ever been. Have scan booked for 18th March. Good news is my genetics came back negative.
Will hopefully get back on later today, but thought it would be rude not to update you after all your kind messages yeserday.
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