hi all, im more of a lurker but in need of some words of wisdom please and your honest opinions on my 7 days of madness:
1/12 -1st day of last period
28/12-Next period due and nothing, no symptoms of period starting (12dpo). Did a coupleof tests of the next few days, all BFN but a first response showed positive when i went to throw it away after 20 minutes. the lines were pink so im thinking they were not evaps?
1/1-BFP on clearblue digital with FMU, pm brown spotting (16dpo). Makes me 4+3
2/1-spotting turns to red but not heavy, only when i wipe
3/1-spotting goes heavier but no clots and only enough to wear a pantyliner. Spoke to NHS Direct who advise going to A+E to be checked out. Waited 2 hours and was told that their test was negative so im not pregnant. i queried my BFP on a digital and was told to go home and wait a week and maybe somwethig would happen. I lost the will to live at this point as the doctor just looked at me daft and was so uncaring when i said so am i miscarrying or is this a false positive? Was told their tests are the best so who knows 
Came home and did another test at 5pm-BFP with clearblue digital and very feint line on internet cheapie
Yesterday-went to doctors and explained situation and that i just wanted to know was i pregnant and/or miscarrying. He rang hospital and they told him that they did not do a high sensitivity test just a normal strip test. He gave me a sample bottle and asked me to submit one with FMU so he could get results, he also told me to make an appointment with a female doctor for an internal examination which i have tomorrow (weds) at 10.10 and they will give me the results at the same time. Bought a further pack of two clearblue digital (just dont want faffing with lines!) and got a BFP on that, again showing 1-2 weeks. I even took the tests with me to prove to the doctor that three could not be wrong? I was still bleeding but it was much thinner (TMI sorry) and lighter. Ive cried my eyes out to my boss who gave me some time off to rest.
Today-did sample and at the the same time did internet cheapie and the last clearblue digital (that company are giving me an award for best customer in January
at this rate). BFP on clearblue-1-2 weeks and BFN on internet cheapie.
Im lost, really i am. I know i have the results of the urine test tomorrow and the examination but cant help think i can only get a BFP on clearblue. I have evn rang clearblue to ask if they have faulty tests and they said they have had noe reported and as i used different batches with different expiry dates they would think that 4 cannot be wrong (but are willig to investigate should I not be pregnant.)
So there you have it, do i feel pregnant? I think so but this is my first so i have nothing to measure against. I feel slightly nauseaus, but i don't have sore boobs which seems to be every doctors indicator. I have been suffering with insomnia, achy legs, frequent drinkig and the weeing to go with it and very minimal tummy pains, just tiny cramps and none that last longer than a few minutes. The bleeding is hardly there when i am resting and today i feel great after a good sleep and a nap earlier.
Thanks for getting this far!