I'm close to crying writing this, although I actually got my BFP about 3 and a half weeks ago, and a scan yesterday found a heartbeat, which I hope will continue.
I didn't want to post before now - I've given you all such a lot of bad news this year and wanted to give you some good news when I might be surer. Of course it's a long road, and I have to take each day as it comes, with the little bit of hope I have left that we might get there and bring S a brother or sister to keep one day.
I think this is our last try. We have so little joy left in pregnancy now (this, after all, is our 9th time) that I think I might actually now be able to see a time when I say "enough". I just hope that comes when we have a new healthy baby to take home.
So hold my hand please?
Mx
6+3
(PS lots and lots of thanks are due to the lovely Pip and Macca who have got me this far already)
ETA Please DON'T say anything on FB or my HPAD photos, work colleagues and 'real people' (!) have access.
EATA: Som thanks on P10 - didn't want anyone to think I wasn't grateful - I really really am xxx
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