Hi Ladies, married the love of my life on Saturday, back to reality now, obviously I'm a Mrs, married and that is great, that's what all this was for! But I feel so sad that's it's all over, we had an amazing day and everything was just perfect.
I work in schools so haven't been able to book anytime off, first day back today and it feels like a punch in the gut.
I'm a schools counsellor, and I travel to different schools so don't really build close relationships with staff as I'm always in one to one counselling sessions, because of this I never had the conversations about getting married etc so nobody knows what happened over the weekend and it feels almost like it didn't exist!
All I want to do is talk about it, in an attempt to cling on to this feeling.
On my way to work, a 50 minute drive, I literally listened to 2 songs on repeat all the way in, our first dance and a song my husband sang to me during his speech, sad I know! Lol
Is this feeling of emptiness normal? We both feels it, we are incredibly happy and in love but both feeling pretty down.