If you knew you were pregnant with your last baby

Well I knew my first pregnancy was also my last.

My must-haves were a hypnobirthing course, and a doula since I was consultant-led due to having had a full-thickness myomectomy 7 yrs previously ([sigh] still treated like a VBAC after all that time). If we'd have been able to afford it I would have an IM for a homebirth.

Must-haves I've discovered in the last 3 years since conceiving are:
A breastflow bottle to try for ebm (LO was a bottle-refuser but it's not the end of the world)
A bamboo stretchy wrap sling (having discovered how soft bamboo fabric is)
A Melkaj sling (they look lovely)
A giraffe print Connecta

Umm... I think slings are the only things that matter really  I went for too much practicality this time (or what I could get second hand) so I'd go for prettiness if I had another chance.

Well what I would like and what it would be are different things. I would like it to be calm and laid back, have a great experience in pregnancy with a team that I could trust (I'd like to think that by the time I'm on the last that at least I might get the team I feel comfortable with) and the labour experience that I 'should have had' first time. 

In reality if I knew it was the last time I was doing it there would be a massive amount of pressure and anxiety that I might not make it all the way through or that something similar would happen again. 

Another epidural

No intervention which ends up with C-section!

No PUPPS - http://www.pregnancy-calendars.net/pupps.aspx - was a nightmare for last few weeks!

Lots of bump pictures.