*** Monday 1st Tri ***

Morning all,

How are you all feeling?

I'm feeling tired, low and nervous today: my FIL is not doing great and I have a nasty feeling that we are nearing the end. I'm upset myself of course but even more so for my husband and my MIL who are putting brave faces on.

I'm also feeling nervous about the scan tomorrow morning. I have plenty of symptoms and it should reassure me but I know I'll be a ball of nerves until the scan is actually over.

Very difficult to work as it is impossible to concentrate. I've made up my mind about how to tell E. when it happens: I'm going to tell the truth and be honest with her (as much as possible of course). I don't see the point to talk to her about heaven etc, she won't understand. I can tell she feels something is different at Nanny's and she hasn't mentionned the absence of her grandad once. She usually comments when he goes to the day center during the week, but since he's at the hospital, she hasn't talked about him at all. She's just her normal lively singing and laughing self, bless her.

I hope you are all well... I can't believe this is one of my last posts in the 1st trimesters trail (if all goes well of course).

x Su

Hi Su,

So sorry about your FIL and you are feeling low - you poor thing you have a lot on your plate, I think you are doing the right thing with E - much better to tell the truth and tell it simply so she understands.

Good luck at the scan tomorrow - I am sure it will be fine,

I think this is my last day on 1st Tri as we are here until 14 weeks arent we?

AFM - all OK with me, still on anti sick drugs, they have made me feel so much better.  Telling work tomorrow and will be trying to go for the earliest leave date possible. 

L

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